Hello, I am 38 now and would like to share my story, I was heroin addict for 10 year. Basically, if you will go to any lengths to try to get it from anybody, you will end up having no mercy over your family, your friends. You will steal, you will lie, you will cheat to try to get it.
I tried so hard to convince myself that I had control over it, to tell myself, you can put it down whenever you want to. You can stop whenever you want to. You’re deciding to do this. You’re in control. But that is not the case i had to reach rock bottom and to reinvent myself totally which meant moving out of the area and meeting new sober friends it was so hard but some how I found the strength to do it, I also found my music and started to join in with the sunday service at the local church the vicar took me under his wing. Its still hard but I am going from strength to strength dont give up it is possible. good luck